True Life: I'm A College Dropout?

So i been outta school for 3 semesters and counting...idk when i'll be back in the books at this point in time...i just keep chanting my fav. saying "Everything happens for a reason." but idk how much of this tedium i can put up with....i need intellectual stimulation!!! [sigh]...maybe this fall someone will forgive my bad decision making of the past and let a poor black man get back to his studies...who knows? :(